Somewhere in My heart...

Sumwhere in My heart I still Love you a lot...
Even after the pain I got...
Talking to me for you will be finishing of a work that you are forced to do...
Nd I wait for da time to talk to you...
Sending me a sms for you is like counting da stars in da sky...
Nd trying not to send you a msg is just like climbing mount everest so high...
But sumwhere deep In my mind I still expect your msg dnt knw why...
Nd these expectations when not being fulfilled make me cry...
Ur care for me is just like a formality, a boring class test to give...
But care for one in some1's eye is da thng that makes you live...
Calng me by a special name in previous days was just a favour that you did to me, It wasn't from you heart...
Nd you were tryng to make all thngs apart..
You kept on saying sorry for hurting me..
But Kept on repeating the same things everytime...
Nd  I had to make up my heart and mind for one more time...
U still have a soft corner in My heart dat stops me saying anything to you...
But m nt sure dat it will remain da same throughout the life for you...
It has been a long time and still you couldn't understand me...
I still dont know why I love you... After what you are doing to me...
But I will pray only for one that is you to remain happy...
Rab Raakha....